paying for internet... gross

My computer blows. Yep, it does. Here I am at a computer internet cafe because I cannot pick up a wireless on mine. And if I do, it will go out within seconds.

I had started this entry yesterday and right when I finished, internet crashed. So, now I don't know what I was writing and if it is even worth writing it again.

I am going to move out of the beloved studio into a 2 bedroom with Ewan. I saw an apartment in my building today that was so nice. Ewan is going to see it tomorrow and I hope that he likes it too, so we can get something and not have to worry about it anymore. I hate moving. If we get this one all I would have to do is move up one floor. Yeah! No truck!

My cousin came to visit the other week. It was good to see him. I had not seen him in 6 years because he was in the army overseas. We consumed a lot of beer in the time he was here. It is good to know that I have normal family. I am actually thinking about going back for christmas because I know that I can run off and drink beer and smoke cigs with him while our matching sweater family plays board games.

I finally saw tim after 2 weeks. We walked around Jamaica Pond and then got ice cream and coffee. We went back to his house because it got cold (odd) and curled up in his bed and watched TV. Cameron came over because he was at a convention in the city and needed a place to crash. He jumped in bed and the three of us layed there and watch silly sitcoms. There is something satisfying about waking up next to a large, muscular, bare back with freckle strewn about it. To cuddle closer and breath in his scent... I could sleep forever.